:)

two words Kori Kopec! Jesus loves that thang!

:)

k bye

missing

i went through an emotional roller coaster tonight. someone confronted me with something i wish they hadn't told me about myself. and i cried. i'm not ready to move on.

i wanna go back to how it was...

i want to have fun and play soccer in your front yard. i want to watch you make your nasty milk ice cream. i want to smell your dogs farts and freak out so you laugh at me. i want to have dinner with you and half your family. i want to make you laugh and bond with you over random stuff. i want to play basketball with your brother and your friends. i want to go to the park and just walk with you. i want to buy a sweat band and wear it. i want to wear your clothes to bed. i want to play your instruments with your band. i want you to get mad at me for talking to you too much. i want to hug you and smell your amazing man cologne and tell you, "i love it!" i want to "stro strongly" watch that video and laugh my head of with you. i want to watch movies with "you" and your mom or dad totally join in:) i want to not be able to eat with you every Sunday. i want to see that dance you said you would show me. and i want you to want all this too!

but you don't have a blog and you will never see this.

i still think about you everyday...like you told me you would.

we were best friends...

Dreamers

I had the most heart pumping dream last night.
My family and I were heading home from a vacation and we passed the jonas brothers playing for a very small audience. Of course I told them to turn back. They dropped me off and I ran to back stage where no sercruity was. Remember that is a dream:) Anyways I was planning on waiting for them backstage but I wanted to see Nick so bad I went into the the venue.

I got to stand right up next to the stage. And the next song was 'hello beautiful' and everyone else sat down but I was the only freener who stayed standing. So Nick stared straight at me and sang "hello beautiful" to me then i got embarrassed and sat down.

After the show Nick was on stage so of course I went to talk to him. He was on facebook and didn't really care that I was a fan. But we talked and he opened his phone and ask for my number but he got it off facebook. And I cant remeber the rast but I'm in love now:)

Bring it, day:p

Another post today...

I woke up early to get to the dmv and it didn't take long. But i took the rest of the day off. I ended up facebooking all day long:] But I listened to the Afters song Light up the Sky. It inspired me to dance a little and then I got to thinking... I wanted to create a dance. I told Heather and we got together with Stephanie. We are almost finished but its not quiet finished! when we are done we will upload it to facebook, definately! THUNDER CATS ARE A GO!!!


Let's dance for Jesus more. No matter if we think we can dance or not. Jesus loves our praises in any form we choose to express them in. Let's DANCE!

back

So I'm back. I found out how to change my account password. Let me tell you something.. I'm in pain. There's something, usually round, that is residing in my stomach. It is gas. It won't go away! I've been in pain for like two days. I'll get over it when it's gone!!! So I'm uber distracted by Monk. I don't really like monk but whatever. It's tv. I'm going to show you a beautiful person. Hate, if you must. But I'm in love! If only I could meet him. We could totes escape this world I'm surviving.