Sunday, January 31, 2010
why me?
im so upset. i hope no one reads this. i hate how i always get my heart broken. i wear my heart on my sleeve&i dont mean to it just happens. i dont know how to change it. i want to leave boys alone but im just in love with love. i talked to a friend and he(dont think i like him cuz i dont) helped me realize that i have a lot of hormones&i like to snuggle and things along those lines. which isnt the right kind of affections. im not sure how to fix it cuz this is the only love i've ever experienced with the opposite sex. i know of only one boy that i love and i dont feel attracted to.. he isn't ugly, i just dont feel an attraction to him. i wish i was married so that i didnt have to deal with this anymore. i hate how my love for people is immature. i get caught up in thier looks and its not right. i dont know how to change. i would like it to just happen naturally. its too hard on my own. i need help to get out of my misery and only God can help me. its hard to believe in him with relationships cuz i like to control them&i know thats completely wrong. i ruined everything. ughhhh.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Jesus' love
Isaiah 56:7- "My Temple will be called a house of prayer for all the nations."
Jesus wants the Temple(a.k.a. the church) to be a place of prayer. He wants everyone to pray(talk) to Him. When Jesus wants something He gets it. For example:
I once read some notes from Randy Martinez, "Father if I go to the cross, this is what I want. I want a wife, Father!! I want a remnant of the human race to be with me where I am! I want them to see my glory and fall madly in love with me. I do anything, Father. But this is what i want!!" And the Father replied, Me too, Son. I want it too."
This paragraph changed my life. After reading it I fell in love with Jesus.
I've always desired to be married. And Jesus wants me to marry Him! He wants the Church to marry Him!
Jesus will get his wife. It says in Revelations that Jesus will come to earth for his wife and they will be married in Jerusalem.
Imagine Jesus talking to God saying, "Father I desire (put your name here)!"
Jesus died the most painful death to get you.
He bleed until water instead of blood came out. He was beaten until he didn't look human anymore, just to have you. Just so you could be with Him when you die.
Would you die for your family or any of your friends just so you could be with them when they died?
I know i wouldn't. I can't stand pain. But Jesus did stand it for a long time on that Cross.
The death of Jesus:
Matthew 27:32-28:10
Mark 15:33-chapter16
Luke 23:44- chapter24
John 18-20:29
So why do so many people ignore Jesus and hate Him?
He loved them so much He hung on a cross and stared death in the face. He went to hell and back just to have every human heart and they rejected His love.
We should talk to Jesus everyday and talking to Him is praying and the church needs to do that because the Jesus said that in the Bible.^^ And why would you not want to talk to a man who has been to hell and back for you. Thats some kind of love.
I'm driven by the thought that I'm giving Jesus His bride:)
Jesus is ravished by the sight of you!
Song of Songs 8:6-7 "For your love is as strong as death, it's jealousy as enduring as the grave. Love flashes like fire, the brightest kind of flame. Many waters cannot quench love, nor can rivers dorwn it. If a man tried to buy love with all his wealth, his offer would be utterly scorned."
Jesus wants the Temple(a.k.a. the church) to be a place of prayer. He wants everyone to pray(talk) to Him. When Jesus wants something He gets it. For example:
I once read some notes from Randy Martinez, "Father if I go to the cross, this is what I want. I want a wife, Father!! I want a remnant of the human race to be with me where I am! I want them to see my glory and fall madly in love with me. I do anything, Father. But this is what i want!!" And the Father replied, Me too, Son. I want it too."
This paragraph changed my life. After reading it I fell in love with Jesus.
I've always desired to be married. And Jesus wants me to marry Him! He wants the Church to marry Him!
Jesus will get his wife. It says in Revelations that Jesus will come to earth for his wife and they will be married in Jerusalem.
Imagine Jesus talking to God saying, "Father I desire (put your name here)!"
Jesus died the most painful death to get you.
He bleed until water instead of blood came out. He was beaten until he didn't look human anymore, just to have you. Just so you could be with Him when you die.
Would you die for your family or any of your friends just so you could be with them when they died?
I know i wouldn't. I can't stand pain. But Jesus did stand it for a long time on that Cross.
The death of Jesus:
Matthew 27:32-28:10
Mark 15:33-chapter16
Luke 23:44- chapter24
John 18-20:29
So why do so many people ignore Jesus and hate Him?
He loved them so much He hung on a cross and stared death in the face. He went to hell and back just to have every human heart and they rejected His love.
We should talk to Jesus everyday and talking to Him is praying and the church needs to do that because the Jesus said that in the Bible.^^ And why would you not want to talk to a man who has been to hell and back for you. Thats some kind of love.
I'm driven by the thought that I'm giving Jesus His bride:)
Jesus is ravished by the sight of you!
Song of Songs 8:6-7 "For your love is as strong as death, it's jealousy as enduring as the grave. Love flashes like fire, the brightest kind of flame. Many waters cannot quench love, nor can rivers dorwn it. If a man tried to buy love with all his wealth, his offer would be utterly scorned."
Monday, January 11, 2010
Fail
Why, oh why must English be soo hard?
Can't there be an easy way out?
Slip me the get out of class card!
Sometimes I feel better when I shout!!!
So here I go, NO more homework!
No more school.
I'd rather eat a fork.
And sit in the pool!
Why oh why must English be soo hard?
Semi colon here and comma there!
I'll post a sign in my yard,
saying I don't care!
Forgive me for complaining,
But whose with me?
No need for explaining.
Englsih is hard, can't you see?
Sunday, January 10, 2010
1st entry
I have no clue what I'm doing right now. haha. This is my first blog and I want to inspire and be inspired. I will get the hang of this soon! Let me tell you why i picked "circuit"... I liked the word journey but i didn't want to use that specific word so I looked up synonyms on google and one of them was circuit. I want people to plug into my blog and I want to plug into theirs:) I wanna give a shout out to my hommies who told me about this place... Kelly Johnson, Heather Tobey, Tess Harrell and Annemarie Young!!!
~Ellory
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)